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Original: 3/24/2009 2:53 AM
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Tuesday, March 24, 2009

Who is reading this?

 Really... Anyone? Besides Thomas? I know I rarely post and when I do, I usually post these as protected, so maybe the select few I permit to read these things don't even do Xanga anymore. Except for Thomkins. Congratulations Thomas, you win ...
 
Well, no protection today...

...  ....

Ready for a shocker? I'm not going back to Messiah College. Sorry folks. I'm checking out early. So what am I doing now? ... hmmm ... let's see .... anything I bloody well want! ... not really ... what I want is for existence to have a pause button so I can take my time to figure everything out and then when I've done that i can press play and live the easiest life ever lived ... that probably won't happen ... probably ... we'll see.

So here's what I got planned:
Tramping: come fall I believe I will start my wandering. I'll begin in Maryland (obviously) and end in Washington (state). I don't really know what I'll do between points A and B. Basically I want to see the beauty of this country and the beauty of the people in it. I'd love to visit national parks, like the Grand Canyon and Yellowstone. I'd also love to visit some small towns as well as intentional/sustainable communities. I want to see how other people are living outside the box, as cliche as that sounds. I want to keep my options open. I don't really want to know everywhere I'll go and everything I'll see or how long this trip will last. I can't imagine more than a few months. And then ...
Working: when I get to Washington I will hopefully get a job. I don't really care what. I figure I'll work for about a year or however long it takes to gain residency. This will probably be a fun time of crappy apartments, crappy jobs and long periods of time between square meals. I might also get some hot community college night class action to finish up those pesky gen eds. Finally, we've got...
Schooling, Take II: I will hopefully attend Evergreen State once I gain residency, if I do, in fact, end up deciding to return to school, which I hope I do (I still highly value my education. I just need a break so that I can value it even more). What attracts me to this college is a) it's pretty progressive and b) it's a state college, which means no more debt!

So there you. There are lots of reasons that I'm doing this. Or one big reason. I'm not sure. If you know me, you can ask me why I'm doing this. If you really know me, you probably already know why. I hate to be a hippie cliche, but I hate being a mindless drone of society way more. And at the moment, I can't see any middle ground. I don't trust myself to stay another semester following this arbitrary plan. I'm afraid I'll get too comfortable and too weak to ever escape. So I'm escaping while I've still got some fire in me. That's enough reason for now, but feel free to pester me about it. I'm open to questions and I am BEGGING for suggestions! Tell me what you think I should do or see while I'm off tramping. I would love to take a part of all of you with me, and I can do so by taking some of your sweet, precious bits of knowledge.
Thanks for reading ... whoever you are ...

Peace and love,

Michael
 
 


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I'm reading (your sister, the younger one)...Have you told Dad yet? Does it really take a year to get citizenship? Have you thought about how hard it can be to get a job with the way things are right now? Are you going to make enough money this summer to tramp across the country for months?
(How's that for questions) So much to think about - not just for you, thinking is on my to-do list. :)
Posted 3/24/2009 10:47 PM by APassingBreeze - reply

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Michael :)

Apparently I'm reading it (Bianca. The short one from the library.. yes me :P) Tramping sounds SO awesome, and there are so many state parks in this country to visit. So while I can't give specific suggestions, I'm definitely cheering you on :) Keep in mind I do tend to err on the side of adventure/idealism. Perhaps I should also give in to my maternal side and advise you to be safe, bring a flashlight, dress warmly, etc...

I'm so sorry I haven't ever really had a truly deep genuine conversation with you. What a waste :( All those quiet library times I was checking email/double checking books just five feet away.... *tsk* well you're not gone yet right?

PS Hey, maybe if you get plugged into a really awesome sustainable church in Washington you won't have to go through everything alone, right? Perhaps there are such communities to find once you're there. Pure postulation on my part, but it would be so much better to have people to watch your back instead of trying to scrape by alone...
Posted 3/29/2009 12:52 AM by llambandit - reply

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Michael :)

Apparently I'm reading it (Bianca. The short one from the library.. yes me :P) Tramping sounds SO awesome, and there are so many state parks in this country to visit. So while I can't give specific suggestions, I'm definitely cheering you on :) Keep in mind I do tend to err on the side of adventure/idealism. Perhaps I should also give in to my maternal side and advise you to be safe, bring a flashlight, dress warmly, etc...

I'm so sorry I haven't ever really had a truly deep genuine conversation with you. What a waste :( All those quiet library times I was checking email/double checking books just five feet away.... *tsk* well you're not gone yet right?

PS Hey, maybe if you get plugged into a really awesome sustainable church in Washington you won't have to go through everything alone, right? Perhaps there are such communities to find once you're there. Pure postulation on my part, but it would be so much better to have people to watch your back instead of trying to scrape by alone...
Posted 3/29/2009 12:52 AM by llambandit - reply

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Bianca! what a nice surprise. thanks for the cheering on and the motherly advice, i do appreciate it.
also, thanks for getting a xanga just to comment on my silly blog.
we do indeed have a whole month left to do more than just check books and emails. i hope i get to know you as much as i can in that period.

cheers!
Posted 3/30/2009 11:16 PM by starkraving_sane - reply


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